Core Ability by UVERworld

check out the song in the above title. x)

this string of thoughts came about while listening to the song...

He was unfamiliar to the way he should hold the cigarette. Hesitantly, he placed it in between his lips, almost dropping it because of the inaccurate estimate of pressure exerted by his lips to the cigarette neck. He laughed secretly inside at his foolishness, then glanced nervously around to check if anyone witnessed it. No. Thank god. He slipped his hand into his pocket, and his hand recognized the feel of the cold metallic lighter. He pulled it out, and took a moment to stare at it. Do I really want to do this? His eyes watered for a bit. Fuck. He closed his eyes to make the formation of tears stop. Clumsily, he flicked the lighter and drew it closer to his mouth, where the cigarette was waiting. With his eyes crossed slightly, he tried to focus on getting the fire to hop onto the cigarette. Once... twice... Ah huh! It’s on. ...Shit, what do I do now? “You suck it, hard” said the voice in his head. “You’ll feel all better”. He strategically positioned his fore and middle finger to hold the cigarette in between. Then, he attempted to take a deep breath, while sucking on the cigarette like a straw. COUGH COUGH COUGH! Damn. It all aches, his eyes, nose, and throat. He steadied himself, and went to throw the litted cigarette into the dustbin. Without putting it out.

:) a great idea (at least i think so) came to me today. I could start typing my random thoughts in microsoft words! before they run away... so there. first product. i have several more waiting, but i'll post them next time. hehe

shuttin'up wid luv,
jozL.