A Dark Enlightment

wow, it's been awhile since i've posted something. suddenly had a streak of inspiration gushing through me. wrote some stuff, some light some dark, but i think i'll post it over a week or so. but at the same time i'm tempted to post 3entries in a row. hahha. let's see.

this goes first.

Meaningful Death.

It all started with a bang.
Collisions of desires,
Of trust,
Of the very foundation in our core,
I knew of the danger,
In the depths of my heart,
It could not be prevented,
This catastrophe.

There’s only one thing to do,
To end it, to kill it,
Here and now, there’s no other way,
No backing out, take it all the way,
To shoot you is to shoot me,
The soul has left your body,
Taking mine along with it.


The angel of death awaited me,
Smiling and encouraging,
The devil took me in,
And gave me a shelter,
I saved you from hell,
In return for myself,
I loved you as you loved me.

A big change has come upon me. Good or bad, we'll see.

shuttin'up wid luv,jozL.